As I sit here at work there is so much of my thoughts that I want to express. It frightens me to be so open about my feelings and life situations, especially the tough ones. But here goes. Let me preceed by saying that I have an amazing husband, read my March blog title Simply Amazing.
This morning as I drove to work, God spoke to me and enlightened me that I am the one that needs to change, but I argue with God (like I'd ever win)... "life's it's not fair". God points out that because I was unable to find the remote to my TV for my bedroom, Isabel fell asleep without a pacifer, and I was able to work on my mother's day gift. That just because I don't get my way, I can't throw a tantrum or call people names, that If I'm going to teach my children how to behave, I need to behave. "And Michelle," the Lord adds "you will still strive to be a good wife, mother, and homemaker. I know what you were thinking, and yes eventhough you are hurt and want to hurt back, that is not your place. You are to obey"...
Lord, I put my damaged pride aside and will obey you.
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